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To all who read this comment, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the worldi 💕

Fourth of July tonight. 1AM and all the fireworks are dying down. At a friend's house, everyone's getting ready to go to bed and people are leaving for the night. On the back patio listening to the last remaining fireworks for the night and quietly playing this soundtrack all while smoking a cigarette. It's warm, very still air, almost no wind. Nights like these remind me that even though I'm very miserable and depressed, that life does have it's good moments. Tonight was one of those nights for me. For the first time in literal years, I have a clear mind.

18/09/2023 Probably no one gonna read it but i write anyway, it makes relax to write while listening this music. At my room all alone in the dark, my head outside the window smoking a joint, thinking about all the bad moments i had in my life. Thinking about my members of family and friends gone. Thinking about all the things I failed at and imagining what I could have been if I would have made the right choices. All my close friends live elsewhere far from home, living alone all the time without having anyone to talk to is hard apart from at work where these are the only times I can chat with customers. I broke with my ex some months ago after 5 years of relation, no choice to get back to my mother house. It was like i falled from a mountain and get back to zero. It was not easy and had a hard time with depression. These years was really the worst. Somehow we still can make it if you do your best to achieve your dream. Having a new purpose in life can help you to get back on your feets, i do my best to create art everyday even if it's not the best. I'm still improving with the time. Still scared to create an account and post my art on internet. Maybe someday i will. Even if times like this make me down, i keep fighting and doing my best. Maybe a day i will finally reach my dream to be a real traditionnal artist and make my friend who is gone for years, proud of me. Gilles, i will never forget you, hope you will be proud of me from where you are. Thank you for reading it all. I love you all. <3

Сегодня я разошёлся со своей девушкой, ведь я узнал, что она мне изменила... Стою на балконе в 3 часа ночи, в наушниках играет эта музыка, смотрю на дорогу уходящую в даль, а над ней сияет шикарное ночное небо с бесчисленным количеством звёзд... Хоть и моё сердце сжимается от боли, зато в голове крутятся мысли, что абсолютно все временно и скоротечно, что наша жизнь - мельчайший интервал времени... И его не стоит тратить на тех людей, которые этого не заслуживают. Нужно приложить множество усилий чтобы начать жить с чистого листа... Да, так и поступлю, но этот трудоёмкий процесс реализую завтра... А сейчас... Сейчас пойду заварю себе чашку зелёного чая и продолжу наслаждаться ночным пейзажем под эту шикарную музыку, попивая зелёный чай... В каждом обыденном моменте есть своя красота и своя мудрость, главное её разглядеть... П.с. Прошу прощения за столь большое количество букв, но нужно было выговориться... Так просила душа, так просило сердце...

As a trucker listening to music like this driving through the mountains and forests alone is both heart wrenchingly lonely and beautiful.

I'm a metalhead at the core, but I love me some ambient.

Currently lying in bed in my room. It's the middle of the night. I'm drawing messed up things all night while listening to this after having been yelled at all day. I've been sitting at home doing almost nothing for 4 to 5 days now. I'm struggling with mental issues as well as weight gain and SH. Randomly started crying writing this edgy vent comment for no reason. And idk if this makes sense. But thank you for actually reading this comment and not scrolling to the next one.

00:00 - 1:55 - Azure - dead end 1:55 - 4:22 - Azure - emptiness 4:22 - 6:11 - Azure - anxiety 6:11 - 8:25 - Azure - forget it 8:25 - 10:49 Azure - alone in space 10:50 - 12:45 Azure - nocturnal 12:45 - 15:14 Azure - silence 15:15 - 17:21 Azure - retire 17:22 - 19:29 Azure - nostalgia 19:30 - 21:53 Azure - 3 a.m 21:54 -23:57 Azure - nightfall 23:58 - 25:49 Azure - sometimes 25:50 - 28:01 Azure - secrets 28:02 - 29:55 Azure - lost tape 29:56 - 32:15 Azure - distorted memories 32:16 - 34:32 Azure - echoes 34:33 - 36:51 Azure - far away 'repeat' 36:51 - 38:47 Azure - dead end 38:48 - 41:15 Azure - emptiness 41:16 - 43:04 Azure - anxiety 43:05 - 45:17 Azure - forget it 45:18 - 47:41 Azure - alone in space 47:42 - 49:39 Azure - nocturnal 49:40 - 52:06 Azure - silence 52:08 - 54:15 Azure - retire 54:16 - 56:21 Azure - nostalgia 56:23 - 58:47 Azure - 3 a.m 58:48 - 1:00:49 Azure - nightfall 1:00:50 - 1:02:40 Azure - sometimes 1:02:41 - 1:04:53 Azure - secrets 1:04:54 - 1:06:48 Azure - lost tape 1:06:49 - 1:09:06 Azure - distorted memories 1:09:07 - 1:11:23 Azure - echoes 1:11:24 - 1:13:44 Azure - far away 'repeat' 1:13:45 - 1:15:40 Azure - dead end 'repeat' 3:02:03 - 3:04:20 Azure - far away The End...

Lying on the floor at 3 am and crying. Some hard day. But after darkness always be dawn. Cool music Upd: Thanks everyone! 🦇🖤🦇

This isn't depression, this isn't sadness, this is peace.

to anyone reading this... itll be okay❤ take a breath, drink some water, get some fresh air if you need it maybe do a little stretching or a workout if you feel like it get a snack if you're low on energy or take a nap, youve been working hard and its okay to rest it might feel tough right now but I know you can get through this there are people who care for you and dont forget to care for yourself too you've got this!!❤💛💚💪:)

I’m here high and depressed but yeah bro your music is one of a kind, I’m chilling, gives me goosebumps

A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man without trials. - Seneca

The day is 11.01.2024 here in Germany. I'm sitting in my appartment and watching the cars and trains go by at the evening. Smoking a joint and thinking about the past and the dreams i have for my future. 6months ago, i lost my best friend. I wanted to marry her, but life had different plans for us. Normally she would sit here with me. Now its just the memory. Enjoy your time with your loved ones ❤ Almost everything seems temporary in this life. Everything besides our memories :) Love ya all ❤

This feels like realizing you'll never heal, and you make peace with that.

This is the type of music I want to listen, a vibe of nostalgic and depression.

was expecting a horror compilation but got absolute serenity

- Lying on the floor at 3 am and crying. Some hard day. -But after darkness always be dawn. Cool music - Upd: Thanks everyone🦇🖤🦇

- This is the type of music I want to listen, a vibe of nostalgic and depression.

Sitting here reading these comments got me thinking.. We are all living in the moment, we don't realize it but as kids we can't wait to be adults. Then as adults we miss when we were kids. It'd drive anyone crazy thinking about it all, but everyone of us in this comment section is special. Think about it, we beat unfathomable odds to exist and grow inside our mothers to become who we all are today. Cherish what you have, cherish who you meet along the way, learn from them, talk to them, hear their stories. Each one of us is unique and special in our own way. Life shouldn't be something you wallow in sorrow over, it should be something you take on with pride and ambition. Take chances. You only live once. If anyone needs some encouraging words... I'll say this; Help and give unto others just as you desire others to do for you when feeling lost or hopeless, because you aren't alone. So many of us have been through our own troubles, you'd be surprised at what you may find or who you may befriend out of it. I was lost for a long time but found so many friends in recent years and even met my special person who I love very much. Don't give up, be yourself and love yourself. Its a long road and its not about where you're going but the journey to get there. Stay safe friends, peace.