Yves Tumor - Limerence [Extended]

everyone is suffering

To me this song is not about depression or suffering. I feel nostalgia, more romantic feelings.. Summer night in the city... Breeze.. Sounds of cars..

This feels like when you’re done crying and you just feel empty

i find myself playing this over and over

I love how everyone portrays this song differently. Some sad some nostalgic some happy, but I believe this song is trying to describe limerence into music. If you’ve never experienced limerence before it’s like the up and down of this same feeling over and over. It’s a false feeling of adoration, love, attachment, idolization, and happiness attached to a person you barely know. I just love how this music sounds exactly like it: the notes playing the same tune over and over, and it’s not quite a real sound. It’s not any instrument at all but almost a distorted sound of a blend of them, most likely electrical sound. Exactly like limerence: love that seems real but is just obsession

Limerence- Is the feeling of being so in love with someone you grow an unhealthy obsession to them, similar to a yandere. Feelings or instances of Limerence are usually caused by under lying health issues, like depression, anxiety or obsessive disorders. Limerence can occur once or maybe a struggle throughout a person's life time. Although Limerence itself is not a mental disorder.

I think I really did it this time. I deleted every social media I have and cut my ties and got a new number. No one can reach me anymore except for a tiny group of people. I always fantasized about just disappearing without a trace, feeling free and leaving people wondering. If I’m being honest I was always the happy girl with many friends. I loved being around people and people liked me, But now I’m completely different. I don’t think anyone thought I would end up like this. But I’m so happy. I wanna be that person that randomly pops up in your mind leaving you wondering what ever happened to them? Where did they go? Lots of people wanna be known, but I just wanna be missing. Someone who just disappeared

Imagine listening to this outside while it rains :)

To me this just doesn’t feel looped, it feels like a whole song.

this song is constantly looping in my head

This melody gives the same feeling as being deeply understood

Hey folks that are scrolling through, I love every single one of you. Depression, any mental disorder, really, is tough. But what’s tougher is you, for enduring it. One day it’ll get better, I promise.

remember when i was so sick..? i wish you had..believed me.

story time, two years ago i was listening to this song a lot because my university friend gave it to me as a suggestion during a sunny day we barely talked but he was kind, he was very gentle and he was the kind of boy who's obsessed with spirituality and he used to tell me that this song reminds him of a spiritual realm. even tho we didn't use to talk a lot but there was that solid bond between us; even if we don't see eachother for months the bond is still strong once we are reunited. one November night, i heard that he passed away in a car accident. i didn't want to believe he had breathed his last, everytime i listen to this song i remember him, his voice, the fresh air on my face when we used to talk together. it hurts to say it but i had some real feelings for him and now he died... rest in peace K.

“Mommy I can’t wait to grow up” That’s how stupid I was. Excitement blocking my eyes, I didn’t appreciate what I had. Now I can see clear, But it’s nothing of what I hoped for. Everything is just grey Without happiness or joy. I can’t see ahead of me. Everything feels the same. At least I hope that one day I get to feel again. - i

this song is like the feeling of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel but not knowing when you'll actually get there. you just know you're getting closer

it’s funny how everyone says it’ll get better but it never has for me... i watch everyone else as they move forward while i’m stuck in the same exact blank spot. i’m in so much pain.

i feel like my life will never get better. i wish everything would go back to normal. before this pandemic i wasn't very happy but much better than how i feel right now. school was a distraction for me since i talked to my friends, but now everything is online and my friends barely talk to me, so now i just feel useless. i just want to get out my house and have fun again ;-;

i’m never getting better.

All people are saying that this music brings either depression or hope, but for me it's just calm. Looking out of the window at night to witness the city's lights. Just that ambience.