the spiritual reason you fear your own success.

I discovered your channel last week as youtube suggested me your "fear of visibility" video. I immediately knew I had to watch it but I felt fear haha, I've been running away from my power and my gifts since childhood as my awareness of the world scared people or made them uncomfortable. I started my youtube 3 years ago after my spiritual awakening but took a break out of fear again as I was getting to feeling like expressing deeper topics.. the more impactful and controversial the bigger the fear but now i understand the world NEEDS to hear it. I am back and thank you for poping out of nowhere to give me the support I need so much to share my medicine to the world. I understand it is divine mission. Bless you!!!

“Be in awe of your natural self who you cannot help but be”❤

‘Afraid because you’re doing YOUR work, which is tapped in to source’ ‘Fear overshadows all those emotions mixed in because we haven’t recognized how to make space for those emotions’

I have to ponder on this because the seeming root of my fear is that I don’t feel special. “Why does little old me deserve this?”

That part about capitalism only counting gifts that can be commodified

You know that feeling when you’re suddenly reminded of the inherent love and wonder and magic and freedom inside , and when you remember it feels like they are radiating from the core of your being? 🙏 thank you thank you thank you . Thank you.

It’s in the word awe-thentic there’s a sense of awe when you are one with with your natural being

You are magic Ayanda! The day you look out into the world and see all of the expressions from Creators who were all watered here. Beautiful

Ayanda, your words are literal medicine because they are not only unique to you but through hearing you, i look at my work in all my books, notes app, voicenotes, hard drive and I see how I have that same capacity to expand into, that i have my own unique quality and string line of work. thank you for the reframe as someone is on the spectrum (undiagnosed autistic/adhd'er) this literally helped me so much and brought tears to my eyes. I AM IN AWE OF MYSELF. THAT IS WHY I AM STUCK. AFTER EVERYTHING AND I AM STILL STANDING??? WHAT? IN THIS SOCIETY? AND I STILL CONTINUE TO REOPEN MY HEART BUT WITH DISCERNMENT? THAT'S HOT. k time to act on it. FREE PALESTINE AND BEYOND

we need more channels like this on YouTube. High vibrational, liberating and real 💌 so inspiring for an aspiring creator

I broke down crying after the first example I have avoided my power in the hopes of not becoming the people that use it against me and you just to become a better victim for these people by being a doormat thank you.

'Were not saying you're not afraid, we're just saying there are other things that are mixed in with this fear that you haven't been taught to hold space for'❤️💭 Yesss🌟

U were LITERALLY God sent for me!! You are speak to my soul! Thank you for being a vessel💗💗💗

Shoutout to you yo after a couple days of watching that same video you mentioned I finally started my channel and dropped a rough first video but I’m doing it 🤷🏽‍♂️ 💪🏽🔥🙏🏽

This channel is a gem 🙏🏼

I learned in about 2nd or 3rd grade, that gifts and talents are not recognized or revered in children, especially Black children.

really resonate with what you said about being in awe of yourself, I recently hosted my first solstice gathering and felt so much fear leading up to it. I had to remind myself that this event is something I've always envisioned and is a part of embodying myself along this path. this is such a wise video 🌸

My god you are so REFRESHING! Thank you sincerely for channeling your highest self and sharing that w us. Lots of love for you ❤️💕❤️

I’ve never heard fear explained in such a holistically beautiful way. Thank you for opening my mind to this new perspective 🖤🪽

Your video waved at me about an hour after I silently confessed to myself, that I was afraid of Success!!