Figure Me Out

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J Saun - Figure Me Out

Verse1:

Screw being nervous
No use fearing what can’t hurt us
Don’t got time for all the worthless
The people please, detour us
Regret killing me slow
Depression will it unfold
In body nineteen years old
I’m seventy-five in soul
Been given gift of gab, they mad, tired of blab, it’s sad, they say I talk, don’t act, harder than rap
I set that as my motto
Cuz don’t got dough
Money talk with a mouthful
Set my top goal
I’m living for the lime light
For the right hype
Light it up like a light bright
I’m the night light
I’m tryna be a pearl in a bad world, proper
Dance when hearing me, bopper
I’m a New-Years eavesdropper
I’m doing what the bad do
Cuz I’m bad too
Never knew this was lab grew
Eat my rat food
I ain't perfect, I admit it, son of Adam and Eve
Where does my life lead
Ain’t looking back, to poverty

Chorus:

I know they hate to admit it
That they can’t figure me out, what is he doing different
Figure me out
Already know bout the struggle, but what’s so different his hustle
Going in to the tussle
Figure me out
I’m Socrates of the era, a philosophy bearer, ain’t afraid to make error
Figure me out
Free in the morning my mind blank
Night my inner demons cloud my mind with their dark paint

Verse 2:

They seeing blurry
Fast life, pushing me to hurry
Tryna pin me like a jury
My mind is free, no worry
I’m living in a monsoon
Change my costume
Bury me in a block tomb
Tryna cop you
I’m living in a bad fad
Copping these lads
Break off the knee pads
Living restless like Sinbad
I swear I got the answers
Big romancer
Make you fall in love with bland words
Think cured cancer
Staying on the honest route
No need ever doubt
Searching self like a true scout
Passion in the mouth
Holy water when I’m cleaning
Try to scrub it on me
Feel like I can’t breathe
Poison tainting what I bleed
I can’t wait just to show up
Till I blow up
How does he keep spilling over he was served a cold cup
How’d he hold up
How’d he handle pressure was in
I’m going all in
I never fold, the way I live

Chorus:

I know they hate to admit it
That they can’t figure me out, what is he doing different
Figure me out
Already know bout the struggle, but what’s so different his hustle
Going in to the tussle
Figure me out
I’m Socrates of the era, a philosophy bearer, ain’t afraid to make error
Figure me out
Free in the morning my mind blank
Night my inner demons cloud my mind with their dark paint

Verse 3:

See the finish line ahead me like I’m running to my throne
Ain’t a major league player, but I’m tryna steal home
Boy he gone, boy he going somewhere I swear
I’m tryna pay my own fare
Take a ride while I’m there
Pockets riding on E, cuz I wasn’t a fool
Swear that I’ma red flag, always hit by the bull
Commuter’s life just to get to school
Deep water with my fam, riding carpool
Shake my head, this is not cool
Wanna live a crazy life, where it’s my rules
Lots of bought jewels
It’s my story where do I begin
Tryna rewrite history with no pen
Hear about me then
I run a county, ya where I don’t even stay
Life of O.C., running things, live in L.A.
I ain’t the type who worried bout fitting in
Know that I’m a stand out, ya maybe figure me then Ha Haaa

Chorus:

I know they hate to admit it
That they can’t figure me out, what is he doing different
Figure me out
Already know bout the struggle, but what’s so different his hustle
Going in to the tussle
Figure me out
I’m Socrates of the era, a philosophy bearer, ain’t afraid to make error
Figure me out
Free in the morning my mind blank
Night my inner demons cloud my mind with their dark paint

Verse: 4
Gotta passion deep inside me, I’ma spit a fourth verse
Fire, hate when I lose, fire, hate when I’m worst
Fire, hate when I’m last, rage, heated, I’m mad,
Hate it when I’m in third, second, a tie just as bad
I say if not first you’re last, saying if not first go home
Winning is everything, survival, fighting, I’m strong
Did this all on my own, I never had any doubt
When I was put on the ground, down, kept running my mouth
See it’s times like these
When I clench my teeth
And it seems so wrong
I could go with ease
But I stop and breathe
Cuz would never bleed
Out all my true guts
Just to get money
Cuz the pain would leave
While the words exist
Like a tattoo scar
Like a cut up wrist
Words kill more than fists
So I hold resist
Keep the safety locked
On my loaded lips
Keep the safety locked on my loaded lips, Ha Haaa
On the honest route
You can keep figuring
Never figure me out