Cutting My Hair Off (aka my ego) | EGO DEATH Reflections

ANGIE K. TRAN
ANGIE K. TRAN
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Published 2021-02-08
I'm cutting my hair OFF aka my ego until it grows back because the ego will creep up just when I think I cut it off for good. This video was a chance for me to face my ego, Agatha (that's what I named her), and make her REALLY uncomfortable. HOW? By doing everything she tells me NOT to do.

Agatha fed me ideas that I've been unconsciously living with. She tells me things like:

- your hair is your identity
- your worth is your external looks, so shut your trap and focus on performing for others
- do not cut your hair short, guys won't like that
- do not get bangs or you'll look more Asian
- you look like an idiot messing up on camera
- don't do the idea of the TV show: your imagination is stupid
- do what other successful YouTubers are doing
- do not create a bad video

This video was a chance for my inner child, Little Angie to PLAY. You see, Little Angie WANTS to mess up on camera. She wants to create a bad video. She wants to learn. She came here to play. And play she did!! I'm in control Agatha, not you!

I learned A LOT about ego work from my coach, Kathryn Ducey www.instagram.com/kathrynducey/

☾ Timestamp:

0:00​ EGO DEATH TV Show Intro
2:20 Prepping The Ego
4:08​ Cutting Off That Ego!
6:35 ​Mindful Chit Chats - The Aftershow
7:03 What is The Ego?
7:39 Where did The Ego Come From?
9:18 Storytime
10:43 Naming The Ego
11:57 When Does The Ego Appear?
14:08 What Does The Ego Feel Like?
14:41 So What Now?
15:11 Why is Ego Work Important?
15:46 Dreams

☾ Music from Audio Network:
- Plan A Never Works by Norah Sorota ​
- Aurelia by Adam Drake and Richard Bundy
- Better Future by Alex Arcoleo and Josh Oliver
- Stroll In Athens by Thomas Parisch
- People Watching by Paul Mottram
- Easy Bossa by Christopher Ashmore
- Zachman's Groove by Dan Skinner and Adam Skinner

☾ Connect with me:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/angiektran/​
Website: www.angiektran.com/​
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