I need to be honest, I'm struggling

We Autism mommas are the toughest women! We do have our breaking points and moments of depression. I have spent countless times when everybody in my household is finally asleep and I cry it out in the shower. I wash away the day and take the next day as a new start.....day by day....minute by minute. You are the best mom for your child. Please stay strong and focus on the fun....positive things. Even if it's playing a funny movie or blowing bubbles for the kids. I'm sending you an online hug🤗. I understand.....I have two boys on the spectrum too. You are amazing! You are a warrior!

Sending prayers and positive thoughts. Wishing Dylan a speedy recovery. You are an incredible mom. Stay strong. You’ve got this!

Ah, my lovely strong fellow Asc mummy, I felt your frustrations and your sorrow in this video.. I’m keeping your son in my prayers and you don’t have to be iron built and strong all the time.. you ARE allowed to fall, allowed to be overwhelmed and allowed to need someone to hold you as you hold Dylan.. you will get answers and you as a family will come through this .. xx

When you cry it makes me cry as well because my son is autistic too , i can understand you very well . I hope 🤞 your son get better soon , tnx for sharing your vedios with us ❤️

Praying for you and Dylan! Thank you so much for sharing this. We love your family and share in your struggles.

Sending you so much love!!! You’re such a strong mama! ❤️

I'm so sorry to hear about all of this. My prayers and thoughts have been sent above wishing the best for you and your family

Keep strong !💕 hoping for a speedy recovery for Dylan, sending love and hugs xxxx

What an amazing mum you are !!!Sending prayers and strength ❤️

So sorry your family is going through this! I will keep Dylan and the rest of your family in my thoughts and prayers ❤️

You are so incredibly strong and a wonderful mum, hang in there! Sending you and your family all my love. ❤ Thank you so much for your update. It must be so hard seeing Dylan go through this. It's all right to talk about the ups and downs in caring for Dylan.

I am SO SORRY you're dealing with all of this. Prayers to your family as you're weathering this storm.

Tara, you and Dylan.. and your family..Are in my daily prayers!! Lotslove

Prayers lifted for you and family and your precious son. Our father knows our needs and will know what to do. Many hugs and prayers lifted 💖💖💖💖

Tara, you are incredibly strong, loving, amazing mom! Many hugs and loads of positive energy for you to get through this difficult time ❤❤❤❤❤ I wish I could really give you a boost of strength, but from what I saw of you, you will get through it and find a way to help your lovely son. I wish all the health for him and your whole family! Many warmest hugs! ❤❤❤

Sending my prayers all the way from Africa. ❤❤❤ You are an inspiration to me...I'm also on this journey and I see a lot of me in you; the positivity; the resilience; the fighting spirit and the unconditional love for your children. Aut moms are the best❤❤❤

You are hope for lot many parents like me. You are really very strong mom and an inspiration. I cried while watching this. Hoping your son will be healthy and all right soon. Sending prayers your way 🙏🙏🙏

Sending a lot of love your way, and a big hug. 🙏

Oh my goodness, my heart sinks! Praying for you... you will get thru this ❤️

Just saw this now. You are so strong and awesome. I have a autistic son too, I know what you’re going through! Don’t ever give up! This video helped me so much! Thank you! Sending good vibes your way! ❤