alone... again [a playlist]

Being alone is great, but being lonely is what hurts the most.

these ads are ruining my mental breakdown

crying to point you physically feel sick is something else

It's my birthday today. I'm supposed to be around people. Not alone. My family decided to spend time with their partners. Meanwhile, I'm sitting in the living room crying, begging for at least someone to come to spend time with me to feel some love. My friends can't come over because they aren't aloud, so I decided to spend time crying in my room, praying to get better one day.

all these comments... make me realize that im not the only one who's struggling with loneliness, thanks for reminding me that im not alone, yet still being lonely irl :u. love y'all guys ,dont forget to drink 2 litters of water per day, stay stronk, and hope your day doing great <3

0:00 chamber of reflection 3:43 no surprises 7:32 k 12:48 space song

This is what plays in my head when I realize I can't bottle up my emotions for much longer

3 years of seeing each other almost everyday to being alone almost every damn day . Amazing

Night is a time, when feel alone. Even if you have friends, family and lots of work to do. Really, it has his own atmosphere, where you can't hide from it. It's sad

At first I thought being alone is okay because I had myself but the longer I was alone the more hurt I felt.

This playlist is me sitting alone in my room after ghosting all of my amazing, patient friends for weeks, not going to school or doing homework, and being sick of everyone and everything, including my own family. Alone again.

this playlist describes how I feel on a daily basis, love being alone, but hate being lonely.

Whoever reads this have a hug 🫂.

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.

being alone is okay, being lonely is annoying. but feeling alone and lonely is the worst feelings ever.

Getting up and cleaning when I'm at my lowest and I'm tired of life is worth it when I see the smile on my mom's face when she gets back from work and sees the clean house ❤

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i’m listening to this on new years, and i’m alone watching the fireworks.

i went from a lonely girl to having love and friendship but doing wrong things to being all lonely again. i never thought i would have to feel what i felt going to school when i was 12 again at 16; lack of hope. little vent from a stranger online but i hope things will get great for whoever is watching this <3

Sitting alone like usual with anxiety and depression , no one to talk to, friends distancing from me and crying myself to sleep for countless nights . Well, i have to get used to this, i suppose ..