moving on & starting over at 29

I've been taking the time to read every single comment. I'm so grateful some of us get to experience this kind of growth together. Love you all, and deepest thank you for all your words of wisdom and encouragement!! 🫶

Back at 27 I thought I screwed up everything, messed up a long term relationship, no direction in career when everyone around me career started taking off. Now I’m 32 and living my best life. Relationship and career everything is so much better!

That "I'm just going through change, but I'm ok" while starting to brush your teeth and crying is too real. So, so real.

There's that Korean belief that the ninth year of every decade brings hardships to prepare you for the next one. It's so hard to see you hurting, but I trust that you will prevail through it all! Growing up watching you, i've always known how strong and beautiful you are. I'll never stop rooting for you! ♥︎

I honestly didn’t want to click after reading the title I felt a pit in my stomach like dear God please don’t let it be about her and Gene. In my head I was your chocolate Cyber Auntie from Queens NYC..watching you grow and flourish over the years was/is such a joy. back when it was you Michelle and Esther in NY it was so refreshing to watch. I will not bash Gene or Jean that’s not what I do. It’s going to hurt like hell but you honey are one tough cookie and you will get through this. I am so proud of you and all your accomplishments and your endeavors. Keep your head up baby girl you got this!!!!

i literally quit my job without a plan and now moving from NY to LA (i don't know anyone there), also decided to start on youtube the past months i've not been working - and i'm 31 and still figuring it out lol. i want you to know that you're not alone, and it can only get better from here! applauding you for your bravery + vulnerability, i know it's not easy to show raw emotion especially to strangers, but this is all demonstrative of the transformation you're already growing through <3

Oh man, so many feels from watching this, Freesia. I just started over for similar reasons. I sensed an energy shift on your channel but thought I was projecting. I feel like a lot of people are going through heartbreak rn. I want to say that I think you’re gangsta and creative, and wish you luck in this new era. I’m selfishly excited for your living alone vlogs because they were my fave 💜

One of the greatest things of being an adult and aware to be able to end something when it no longer works out. A lot of people can’t just admit when something is no longer working out they end up in toxic relationships. Sending you love during this healing era ..

seeing someone around my age go through these types of things helps knowing im not the only one, thank you for being real and vulnerable!! ❤️

My heart sank when I saw your notification popped up but what’s meant to be will be. I’m sure it hurts like hell rn but time will heal and you will look back at it with fondness. Sending you the warmest hugs from London

Long term Auntie/Subbie who's been following you since the very beginning. You've got this. You're smart, wise and hardworking. Just give yourself grace. No need to rush anything. Wishing the best for you.

I appreciate your vulnerability and decision to share a private life event. On another note, your place is amazing. I love a great loft space especially with exposed brick and industrial touches.

Girl you can also foster if not ready yet. I went through terrible breakup ended up moving and fostered and my foster pup healed me! After that i did nonstop fostering cuz i loved it so much . Having a dog is a big commitment and even though there are pet insurance but its still alot so if you want some puppy therphy you can foster and its the best and also helping the puppy and making another stop in shelters so you are helping two dogs.

Eyes watering up while freesia was talking at the beginning of the video. Sending love and hugs to you freesia, you’re the most authentic, sweet, caring, feeling and strongest women I’ve come across on youtube xx

Best of luck with the healing journey, as a viewer I am loving this new vulnerable content and I know it's hard to put it out there, but it feels also like something new is blooming as well. And my leap from 29 to 30 was crazy beautiful - I came out a whole different woman and I'm thankful for it everyday!

Hi Freesia, just remember that what is for you will be for you whether it's relationships, work,etc..I really missed your weekly videos, but I am glad you're back. I wish you nothing but the best on this new single journey. 🥰

I’ve been exactly where you’ve been except I was 30, freshly single and learning to grow by myself. I’m 32 now moving again but this time at my own terms for more growth and happier than ever. You are going to be okay ❤❤

You articulated the break up very well. Seems like you both care about each other enough to want the other to be happy . ❤

I’m crying, literally. I’ve been following you from the start and always looked up to you and your relationship. Hugssss!

oh freesia, we love the way you carry yourself ♡ hoping that life grants you the time and space for lots of healing/grieving, love, and growth.